Day 127 on my journey: What is my purpose in life?

For years now I’ve read about how we create our own reality and I have always known it to be true, but there’s a difference between knowing something and actually experiencing it. You see, my goal in life is to be debt-free and prosperous and as you may know there are some issues blocking me.

This is what has happened in the last few days that is proof to me that I am the “cause” of what it going on in my life.

1. I got a digital camera. I visualized it and I bought it. I haven’t actually got it yet, but it’s on its way.

2. I attracted someone in my life who I believe can be of great help to me. Her name is Brenda Bentley and she’s a hypnotherapist. I listened to an interview Joan did with her and it took away most of the fear I have of hypnosis. I am ready to give hypnosis a try and I feel like Brenda is the ideal person to help me out.

3. I have, for some time now, wanted some changes in my marriage. I wished for my husband to be more affectionate and realized that in order for him to be like that towards me I have to be more affectionate towards myself. So I set the intention of taking better care of myself. I cut my hair and finally found some hair products that don’t dry out my hair and it looks great. And I was right, my husband is more affectionate and I’m very grateful for that.

4. I am still keeping track of my money and it’s going better and better every day.

5. I get an “allowance” every month and this month I got some more.

6. I have learned so much from Joan’s BYMM program, that I feel more secure. I feel like I’ll soon find my true purpose, because becoming debt-free and prosperous is part of my purpose. I have to be “doing” something in order to be debt-free and prosperous. That something should be of service to others.

I bought a blue candle today to start my ritual as suggested in month 5. The reason I choose a blue candle, is first of all because blue is my favorite color, but also because blue is the color of the throat chakra. I am pretty good at writing stuff, because I can take my time and think, but talking does not come that easy to me. I choke up a lot. I need a ritual to open up my throat chakra and allow my words to flow more fluently…

The Universe is on my side. It feels great!

Day 24 on my journey: What a day this was…!

I am very late writing this post, but I have a good reason. Day 24 on my journey, is a day I will never forget. I learned a lot about myself and I feel great about myself.

I’m just going to give the very short version of what happened and say what I’ve learned and why I feel so great.

So in a nutshell… some crazy guy punctured two of my tires and attacked me. I don’t feel like sharing more, because he is not worth me wasting too much of my energy on.

What I have learned about myself through this ordeal is that I am not as weak as I thought I was. I am actually pretty strong. I also learned that I can trust my intuition. I felt something was about to happen and handled the situation accordantly.

I believe this was a side effect of all the BSFF I’ve been doing lately. A way to test my strength. Day 25 was a bit better, but not much. I’ll write about that in another post.

I felt great about myself, because all through it I was pretty calm. I just knew I was safe and nothing I couldn’t handle would happen to me. I felt like there was a benevolent force near to me protecting me. I just knew…!

All my life I’ve felt like things would always work out. Lately I’m just more aware of how they work out.

Now about my journey to debt free prosperous living… my cashflow sheet is still on track… It’s great to see how much I spend on what. That way I can better assess whether or not I have enough or more than enough… I really want to cultivate the feeling of having more than enough.

By the way don’t worry about me. I am doing great…