It’s amazing how doing BSFF and listening to Joan’s audios affects my mood. I was feeling a bit down the last few days. So on day 88 and 89 I sat down and did BSFF on feeling stuck, being debt free, prosperity and issues I might have with myself. In the new protocol, I received from Larry, there’s an overall statement you can use. It goes like this:
“I am treating every thought, feeling attitude, belief, imagination, fantasy and every other problem that I have ever had about or toward …”
I filled in “myself”. I think it had some effect, because I feel so much better now. I also sat down and wrote down some stuff that I found helpful in the audios. Like how to manage my money. Something I could do better if I put more effort into it. I think that is a major factor holding me back at the moment. I still feel a bit vague about my money. I just haven’t found a good way to keep track yet… even after all these months. I tried two different ways and I keep finding differences between what I actually have and what’s in my software.
I think that once I get that going well, things will improve a lot faster. I’m going to look for an even easier way to keep track. Another software something maybe.
I also finally realized that I am feeling ashamed of my money. I thought that feeling alone was mostly what was going on, but shame is a big issue as well. I am ashamed of the way I spend my money and the fact that I just can’t seem to keep track of it. I keep forgetting to write things down. My identity factor is doing a great job at protecting my financial identity.
I don’t want to go back to my old ways and I won’t.
I feel really great!
Oh and by the way Happy New Year!
Make this your best year ever!
