On this day something happened that made me realize some stuff about me. That’s all I want to say about it. I guess I am feeling ashamed and need to deal with that.
On the other hand I have some nice news. Joan answered my question in her blogtalkradioshow. I send her an e-mail asking for help with me feeling stuck at this just-enough level.
She had Gina Parris on her show. Gina sounds like a very nice person.
Both Joan and Gina said some stuff that made me think. These are some of the notes I wrote down:
- The fact that I feel like I’m stuck at this just enough level is most likely because of the Identity factor. It is trying to protect “me” or whomever I perceive myself to be. The identity factor does not like change.
_ I should look around for things that I have more than enough of to help me learn how it feels to have more than enough.
- I need to learn how to feel loved and appreciated. I really resonate with that. It’s always been an issue with me.
- I am isolating myself. I have to admit that I don’t always feel comfortable around other people. There are subjects I would like to talk about and they just don’t “get” me, I feel. So I feel like I can’t really be me around certain people.
- I should realize that there’s nothing wrong with me and that I’m fine today.
- Stepping into my real self is not “change”, but growth. This sounds less threatening.
I really feel great for listening to this interview and that Joan chose my question to talk about on the show. She really put some things in perspective for me.
I also spoke to my prosperity buddy. We both set some goals for the coming week.
I want to do some yoga. Been thinking about doing it for so long.
I also want to work on my self-confidence with BSFF.
I started a gratitude and feel great about myself journal. I want to write in it as often as I can.
All in all a pretty productive day, huh?!
