On this day it was my husband’s 40th birthday. He doesn’t care much about his birthday, so there was no big party or anything.
I used to love celebrating my birthday, but because of my husband and me getting older I don’t really do anything special anymore. I have a really nice friend who is taking me out to dinner or to a saloon for my birthday this year.
That’s something that I’ve noticed a lot in my life. People giving me things. I guess that means that I am generous as well, although I don’t always feel like I am.
Having this belief that you don’t have enough no matter what you do, will kind of make you stingy. On the other hand I am very generous with giving people attention and loving care.
Just more proof that money is just an expression of relationships. I may not have that much money, but I feel less deprived at the moment. I don’t worry as much about how to get debt free. I just know I will…
