I would like to give you an idea of what my life is like at the moment.
First of all. I am married and we have three little girls. At the moment of writing they are 5, 4 and 11 months old. I love my family very much. We have our ups and downs, but that is only normal. I am fortunate that there are more ups than downs.
Now, let me tell you about my husband. I love him very much. He is a hard worker. I don’t see him a lot, because we have our own car workshop and he runs the place. We live in Kuwait and the circumstances here are somewhat different from living in the west, as you may have expected.
We don’t have to pay taxes… we pay for health insurance once, when we renew our residency, which is every one or two years and health care is free. Every expatriot needs to have a sponsor, which can be a problem sometimes.
Anyway we are doing fine financially at the moment. My husband is the one who likes to save and I love him for that. Saving has never been my strong point so I am learning a lot from him when it comes to that. The downside to this is that he is not willing to help me pay of my debts.
I left the Netherlands in August of 2005. When I got to Kuwait I did a few monthly payments, because I had some money of my own, but after that I stopped. I was able to pay of one credit card, which felt good, but was not good enough. I still owe quite a lot of money. In the beginning I received some reminders and even emails threatening me with all kinds of stuff, but that stopped when I explained to them that I couldn’t make the payments.
I work, but my salary goes to an account in my husband’s name and he does not want to give me access to it. I have pleaded with him on numerous occasions, but to no a fail.
I have come to a point now that I just want to get rid of my debts and start my debt free prosperous living. I believe I deserve that.
As you may have read somewhere else in my blog, I did an e-course on how to manifest miracles and I have been able to create a few of them. Like getting the money to pay for the course I am doing now and getting a new computer. I believe I could manifest the money to pay of my debts, but I also think that if I don’t do something about the underlying thoughts and beliefs that led me to accumulate all this debt, I will go right back and that would be awful.
I really want to pay off all my debts and change all the old habits that are the cause for me to have these debts in the first place.
This program, “Build Your Money Muscles for Financial Strength & Security” is going to help me do this. I can feel it in my bones, but more importantly in my heart…
