I can’t believe I’ve been on this journey for 3 months now. I now have access to month 4 in Joan Sotkin’s BYMM program. This month is all about connecting to others through what Joan calls the field of conciousness.
This month is really important for me, because of my habit of wanting to be alone and feeling alone. I already listened to both the audios and they were just great. I’m definitely going to listen to them again this month.
One of the things I’ve noticed is that I am less apprehensive about contacting others. All this BSFF I’ve been doing is starting to pay off.
I found some new financial software, this time online, to be keeping track of my money. I feel quite excited about it and really hope that this time I can keep at it. The advantage with the software I found is that I can keep track of my money in Kuwaiti Dinars. In the other software I had I had to keep switching from euros to dinars, which was very annoying.
I also found another financial site where there’s a whole community of people interacting with each other. Giving each other financial advice and confessing things they’ve done with their money and they aren’t to proud about. The only problem with that site was that I couldn’t add my transactions manually. At least I didn’t see an option to do it. I asked the question so now I’m waiting for their reply.
2009 is going to be a good year for me. I can feel it. I really feel I’ve changed. I can’t exactly say where and how, but I just feel different.
I am so grateful to Joan for this program she set up. It’s just great.
I need to do my best to call in one day. On the December 30th call she said hi to me and told everyone I was sleeping. Which was true.:-)
My goals for 2009:
-Taking better care of myself.
-Finding a way to start repaying or completely paying off my debts.
I wish you all the best for the new year and hope that you’ll achieve all your goals.
